Father's Day

With every post, I am getting better at this blogger thing and I am actually starting to enjoy it.

I know this post is late but like I said, I am still getting used to this. I need to pay tribute to the father of my children no matter how late it is.



When I started dating Brian, I knew right from the start that he was special. We clicked right away like we were always meant to be together. All it took was one date and it has been a fairy tale every since. He is the man of my dreams. Actually, he is the man that has made all of my dreams come true. I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would have the life I am living right now. Not to say that we don't have our ups and downs but the difference is that we know how to weather the storms and grow stronger from them.

If I only had one word to describe Brian as a father, it would be ...AMAZING....He is the kind of father that every woman would want for their children. He is the most involved father that I know. He is gentle, patient, kind, funny, loving, and playful. He is not afraid to show our boys love. He is not afraid to show our boys his emotions. He always make sure that they see me as a Queen. He is at every event that he can attend and our boys know that they are the most important to him. He makes them all feel special. My heart leaps when he can get our 3 month old to smile just by saying hello to him. Brian will drop everything if one of the boys asks him to play with them. He doesn't want to miss a minute or regret not spending enough time so he makes the best of any time he has with them. He is the best Daddy and we love him all the way up to the sky. Happy Father's Day...We hope you enjoyed it :)

A Cook off

Ok, I am still trying to get the hang of this blog thing so I am a little behind but I thought that the cook off and father's day did deserve some space in my blog.


Every year, my husband and his friends have a cook off to show off their grilling abilities. This is always a great time because we get to taste test amazing food but it is also a chance for all of us to get together and hang out.

In all respects, we are one big family. My kids call all of our friend aunt and uncle and theirs call us the same. My husband has been friends with these guys since high school. They are brothers is any way that matters.




Anyway, back to the cook off, the food, oh the food is amazing and the guys take this really seriously. They all grill to win the title of Cook Off Champion.



This year. we were treated with Apple BBQ Ribs, Smoked Salmon, Grilled Shrimp, Smoked Ribs, Grilled Pizza, Buffalo Chicken Sandwiches, and Brisket...Along with yummy salad and Grilled Veggies. Once you get a taste of everything, you are so full, you don't want to move.



Now comes the voting, everyone votes for their top 3. The person with the highest score, gets the title. This year I am proud to say that my husbands, Apple BBQ Ribs did win. I think it had to do with Nick wearing his, Dad's BBQ Buddy shirt. I think it was good luck.



Everyone did a great job :) They all deserve to win. I can't wait until Next year....

Congratulations, Baby

Nicholas 3 months old

It is amazing that I am writing this right now. I cannot believe that 3 months have passed since that beautiful baby boy came into our lives. It sort of makes me crazy that we waited so long to have him. He is amazing and perfect in every way. I had a dream when I was pregnant with him that he was going to be my angel. I didn't think it could be possible. Babies are suppose to be hard, right? They are a lot of work, yes, but Nicholas is not hard. He is the "chillest" baby I know. So far, we have been able to take him anywhere. He gets carted to all his big brother's baseball and soccer games and swimming lessons and never makes a peep. I am actually enjoying every minute of him. I run home from work just to see his smiling face. His personality is really starting to come out now. He loves to smile and talk to us. I am looking forward to the weeks ahead. He is just going to get more and more fun. Thanks for being such a great baby. We love you more and more every day.

Going back to work

I have been dreading this day since the day Nicholas was born. I knew that in a few short weeks, I would have to go back to work and our days of spending every minute together would be over. I know that I should have been mentally preparing for that but no matter what you do, I don't think you can prepare enough to leave your baby. I have been crying inside for days. I just can fathom leaving him tomorrow.... My heart is aching.

Maybe because I know that he is my last baby? Maybe it is because I am a control freak and want everything done the way I have set it up? Maybe it is because I am afraid that he will start to forget me a little or maybe it is just because I know once I go back to work time seems to go in fast forward and days turn into months and then next we know, he will be a year. I don't want time to speed up. I want to enjoy every minute of him. I want to be there when he does every single one of his "firsts".

Part of me wishes I could stay home but part of me also likes to work. I like feeling like an adult at times. I know that I just need to get use to this next chapter but today I don't like it. He has been joy to be around. I love everything we do together. I will miss our morning routine and our afternoon walks, and just plain hanging out together. Luckily, Daddy taking some time off, so I know that he will be in good hands. It will make the transition a little better.

I love you my little monkey :)